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Let me try to paint a brief visual picture, for the purposes of assisting in understanding some of what I am about to talk about. Imagine a dot sitting in the center of two circles that surround it. This ‘dot’ is your center, your true nature. It is choiceless awareness, the flow, what comes before all perception and thought. The circle nearest the center is your mental overlay on reality, your ego-intention. The more you place your concepts over reality, and the more you act out of ego-intention, the further out this circle goes. The further out circle is perceptual intensity. Through deviating from the center in mental overlay and ego-intention, the inner-circle expands, which decreases the relative intensity of perception, since as it expands it goes nearer to that circle. You can see, then, that there is an inverse relationship between perceptual intensity and the amount of mental overlay and ego-intention.

Thinking about reality in terms of preferences increases the ego-circle, as does activity just for activity’s sake, as well as trying to force thought or action in response to uncertainty or confusion. A decrease in relative intensity of perception creates dullness, and also causes reality to work less hard for your attention. Perceptual intensity can be interpreted as how hard reality works for your attention. It often plays off things you want, but at less intense levels it generally alludes to things you want, to stir up mental activity without actually bringing about fulfillment. When we continuously deviate from center chasing after un-fulfilling allusions to things we would like, reality sees that it doesn’t have to give you much to get your attention, and so it continues to give you things of the same degree of intensity.

Through remaining centered during these references, reality sees it must work harder for your attention, and so higher levels of perceptual intensity come about, increasing the amount of true fulfillment. Perceptual intensity tends to be somewhat static, but if we can remain centered during these standard levels of perceptual intensity, this will increase energy levels through increasing perceptual intensity. When a relative increase to perceptual intensity occurs, become single-pointedly focused on that perception, without mental overlay. This will allow you to ‘soak in’ the higher energy levels, without being deviated from center.

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Consciousness, in its most pure and true form, is not concerned with maintaining identity or perpetuating particular ideas and viewpoints. Everything is the one consciousness, which is creative and fun-loving in nature. It is not so serious, like we are serious. It doesn’t get hung up in particulars. Its driving force is a simple fun-loving curiosity. It toys with ideas, and considers them from all angles, working out potential experiential and social results. This consciousness is our true nature. Our insistence on being right and maintaining identity is one of the biggest barriers standing in the way of fully realizing our true nature. When we speak, and even when we think, we generally do so to perpetuate a certain viewpoint. Whatever your beliefs are, you’re not going to seriously think about, letalone discuss, an opposing belief from the perspective of one who believes that. We’re always working from the viewpoint of trying to be “correct,” or consistent with what we “should” do, say, or think. This is not consistent with our true nature, it is egoic in nature. When you do this, you may think you are doing it out of some loyalty to the truth or the pursuit of it, but, ironically enough, it is holding you back from it, as you have to equally consider all things to really grasp the truth.

Beyond knowing the truth, this attitude severely limits our natural creative abilities, as well as many other skills. All of the people of the world, and all of the circumstances they go through, are simply the one consciousness playing out situations. You are a thought-experiment of the one consciousness. You, which is to say the one consciousness, which you really are, create all of your joyous experiences just to feel the joy. All of the problems in your life you/he/it are creating as well, cuz the story isn’t interesting without drama. That is what all the negativity in the world, and your life, is. Dramatic circumstances being acted out by the one consciousness. It’s all a play. Learn to see this, and you might be surprised at the impact it has.

Consciousness, in its most pure and true form, is not concerned with maintaining identity or perpetuating particular ideas and viewpoints. Everything is the one consciousness, which is creative and fun-loving in nature. It is not so serious, like we are serious. It doesn’t get hung up in particulars. Its driving force is a simple fun-loving curiosity. It toys with ideas, and considers them from all angles, working out potential experiential and social results. This consciousness is our true nature. Our insistence on being right and maintaining identity is one of the biggest barriers standing in the way of fully realizing our true nature. When we speak, and even when we think, we generally do so to perpetuate a certain viewpoint. Whatever your beliefs are, you’re not going to seriously think about, letalone discuss, an opposing belief from the perspective of one who believes that. We’re always working from the viewpoint of trying to be “correct,” or consistent with what we “should” do, say, or think. This is not consistent with our true nature, it is egoic in nature. When you do this, you may think you are doing it out of some loyalty to the truth or the pursuit of it, but, ironically enough, it is holding you back from it, as you have to equally consider all things to really grasp the truth.

Beyond knowing the truth, this attitude severely limits our natural creative abilities, as well as many other skills. All of the people of the world, and all of the circumstances they go through, are simply the one consciousness playing out situations. You are a thought-experiment of the one consciousness. You, which is to say the one consciousness, which you really are, create all of your joyous experiences just to feel the joy. All of the problems in your life you/he/it are creating as well, cuz the story isn’t interesting without drama. That is what all the negativity in the world, and your life, is. Dramatic circumstances being acted out by the one consciousness. It’s all a play. Learn to see this, and you might be surprised at the impact it has.