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The basic function of the self is to find problems, or imperfections. Therefore, self-hood invariably results in anxiety. This is really an issue of identification, because if you can look at it from a perspective that is free of identification, you could re-state, in another way, that the function of the self is to innovate and find improvements. This non-self, the Ocean which the self is a drop within, benefits from the anxiety and dissatisfaction created by the infinite variations of self-hood, by means of its experiencing all of the innovations and improvements created by the various selfs within its Self, being unattached to it all. The Ocean experiences the solution within every problem. The separate self, however, moves from one dissatisfaction to another. It creates a dilemma, and then either solves it or does not solve it. If it is not solved, you will either continue to dwell on it, or that problem will instead become a dissatisfaction within your subconscious, and your conscious mind will find a new problem to worry about. If it is solved, your mind will seek out new imperfections, and the process will repeat. Ultimately, the problem of never-ending anxiety comes back to the self. The self, by its nature, can never be satisfied. It must be given up, but this is not a negation. Rather, this is fulfillment beyond the capabilities of the self.

The self seeks to possess. But a thing can only possess something smaller than it. We must, instead, be possessed by something much larger than us. Call this God, call this Love, or call this the Ocean which we are but one drop within. Whatever you want to call it, dissolve yourself within it, and be taken over completely by it. Let no remnants of your self remain. When you are dissolved, you are still not the whole ocean; where, then, will you go? The energies, or the water droplets, sort themselves out perfectly, without each individual drop needing to do anything. The drop trying to do something, in fact, puts it in disharmony with the whole ocean. You cannot be fulfilled when you are in disharmony with the whole. When the self is dissolved in the ocean, when your energies become a part of an infinitely flowing energy-field, you become a part of an incredible harmony, and the whole sorts you perfectly within itself. This leads to fulfillment beyond what you are capable of, or can even conceive of really. There is no need for fear of losing the things which you perceive to be desirable functions of the Self; when you allow yourself to be possessed and sorted by the whole, it naturally aligns you according to your True Will. Your True Will is in line with the whole, and it is what you REALLY want anyways; it is better than the ideas conceived of by your self, or ego. But only when you are out of the way can your True Will come to fruition.

Relative Energy

If we come to realize that it is all energy, then all of these various differentiations, such as planetary movement and movement throughout the galaxy, down to quantum events, are just semi-arbitrary ways of looking at our True Nature as Energy. We think of ourselves as being ‘bound to the earth’ in its gravitational field. We do not realize that all mass, and all energy, produces effects in gravity fields. We are interacting in a shared energy field, with our respective energy levels. Brute size plays a part in energy levels, but it in no way is the sole factor. Think of a black hole. A Singularity. These are the most powerful energies there are, and they are very small. Our body is just relative mass in a field of relativistic energy. All size-scales are arbitrary, in the sense that the same principles work at all scales. As the planets do, as quantum particles do, we do.

Your energy level creates a field of consciousness around you, as what one might call ‘gravitational mass.’ This determines the amount of space you get, which determines the range of your consciousness’ ability to work within itself. This aspect of consciousness is a big part of why physics and science has been missing out on some of these things, in its youthful understanding of energy. In our most early stages of understanding energy, in terms of tangible experience, we have mostly saw energy as it directly relates to a physical mass, such as our body. We do not take in the intangible aspects of consciousness, and this causes us to miss the whole thing. Through tapping into the power of our consciousness, we can raise our energies, which affects our range of influence in gravitational fields. We are no way limited by our being ‘organisms’ on a ‘planet.’ We ourselves, just as the planet, are made up of many smaller entities, of different types; the same is true with these smaller entities themselves, as well as with larger scales throughout the Galaxy and Universe. Both of these are arbitrary distinctions based on size, which is relative, and the way we label and conceptualize these things implicitly contain various conclusions within themselves, none of which have any basis in reality, other than the results of our own point of view.

The essence of life, in physical-energetic terms, is electrical-chemical reactions. Reality is constructed, and organisms interact through, chemical interactions charged by electricity. This entire world of sensory-chemical information is generally ignored, and left to the subconscious mind. It is within the range of our total consciousness, though; we can become perceptive to this world. You must pay careful attention to all sensory perceptions and internal or external feelings. Through noticing more and more subtle interactions among these things, you will become perceptive to this communication network. It exists within yourself, with other humans, as well as with the plant world. You can now take in, interpret, or send out energy-tones. This will create the ‘life’ or characteristics, of your internal programming.

The Elements can be broken down into families, and these families are, in truth, a blueprint of Evolution itself. The Periodic Table Of Elements charts the path of all Evolution. We can learn of Evolution, and therefore Consciousness, through emperical study of the Universe. The Elements are a wonderful example of this, and it describes another parallel for the proposed understanding of Reality. Scientifically and technically speaking, the Elements progressively lose electronegativity and increase Ionization Energies. Electronegativity is the tendency to attract electrons into itself. Ionization Energy is the amount of energy required to remove electrons.  This is what happens as you move into higher groups/families of the Periodic Table. This culminates with the Noble Gases, which represent the peak of Evolution as we know it. They have completely negligible electronegativities and very high ionization Energies. This means that an atom of a Noble Gas would be unlikely to gain new Electrons, as well as unlikely to lose them. This resistance to change could be likened to an incredibly deep contentment and confidence, psychologically. It amounts to an extreme capability to allow a very large range on the relative scales of experience and gravity to pass through it, without changing itself.

We can relate this to confidence and apparent passivity. This passiveness is not a result of weakness, but rather the result of the ability to be unmoved despite any range of possible experiences. This means that despite the stillness/passivity of its center, this actually includes the largest range of experience. Scientifically and specifically, all of this is the result of having a completely full valence/outer shell. It has completed its evolution of progressively evolving through various aspects on the ranges of relativity to be found in gravity-fields. Its noble perfection could only come about through perfectly evolving through all previous stages. You cannot fulfill outer layers until you first fill the more inner layers. Through stable filling of more inner layers, outer layers become possible to fill. Now being ‘full’ means to the outermost layer, which is the furthest away from the center point of attraction. ‘Points of attraction’ amount to being an energy source which is orbited around. This is comporable to the Sun of our Solar System, a black hole, or the center of the galaxy. In order to be furthest away from a point of attraction, as with the outer electrons, you must have the lowest gravitational mass. This means gravity works on you less, which is actually the result of your not resisting it. The more resistence there is to gravity, the more it pulls. Evolution is done through evolving into states of less and less resistence.

Electronegativity is the tendency of an atom or a functional group to attract electrons towards themselves. Electronegativity could be interpreted as the tendency of an entity to attract objects of orbit. At a quantum level, this means acquiring electrons and the like to determine the atomic structure. At a galactic level, this amounts to the previously mentioned things; Sun of our solar system, black hole, Galaxy Center. Despite the great discrepency in the relative scale of the two states, it all amounts to the same essential thing. Logically, if this same principle holds at the quantum level and the galactic level, the same principles must hold at the in-between scales, such as planetary and species/human scales. That is to say that if we can truly understand elemental and quantum behavior, in its evolutionary context, we can obtain an incredibly detailed breakdown and psychology for life itself, emperically verifiable at all scales, from quantum to human to galactic. Evolution could be defined as understanding and then utilizing the principles behind all of these states of evolution. The more we understood quantum logic, the more we can personally embody its powerful possibilities. The same is true with the logic of Genetic/Biological Evolution. Through truly having a personal understanding of deeper and deeper levels of reality, you can apply the principles to gain access to their power, which is the result of those principles.

There can be little in the way of true communication/connection between an individual of high-level consciousness and a typical larval human. The actions and words of a high-consciousness individual are literally of a much higher vibrational frequency, and when these waves enter into the larval mind, which is of a much slower vibration, SHe is unable to register any real meaning. A confusion arises in hir mind. There are three basic possible responses to this. One is that they will just go along with what you say, because they’re confused and have given up on trying to figure it out. When this occurs, they will likely pretend that they understand, though they are confused inside. Another is that they will simply ignore you. This is because they are uncomfortable with the energies that they are being confronted with, and want to pretend they don’t exist.

It’s interesting to note that though an individual of high-consciousness may be ignored, the individuals ignoring you are intensely aware of you and your energies on the inside, probably more than any other energies around. Your energies are making an incredible impact on them, and yet they are going to do everything they can to ignore them. This takes a lot of effort, and so the higher your energies are, and the more you make your presence felt, the more it will seem that they are blind, or living with their head in the sand, so as to maintain their tunnel-reality. Another possible response is that they will become irrationally emotional, and this will either manifest as them becoming overly defensive or their seeking to project some very negative motivations or implications onto you and what you are saying. Higher energies obliterate the assumptions which lower states of consciousness are based on, and this is very threatening to the larval human. All of their emotional and moralistic fears that have been imprinted into them are triggered, and they will see all of the dire possibilities of these things being violated in you.

The holographic nature of mind is not only to be found within the individual mind, but in fact can be found within the fabric of reality itself, which is ultimately of the nature of consciousness. From this essential holographic energy-field of all of reality, it breaks down into smaller and smaller pieces, representing different variations of individuality and so forth, each piece containing the information of all. There are many levels to this breaking down, but most of it will likely be deemed arbitrary to the terrestrial mind who has never left hir home-planet, nor has likely even seriously thought about it. It is likely impossible to give a perfectly adequate breakdown of this, but we may say the “complete” and pure hologram is, as previously mentioned, the essence of reality itself that permeates a perhaps infinite multi-verse. This then breaks down into the individual universes, the incredible amount of galaxies within a universe, the incredible amount of solar systems within the galaxies, and then to the incredible amount of planets within the solar systems. From the planetary level and downard, we can begin to speak of classifications of the way this hologram breaks down that would really register significant meaning within the human mind.

The planet in its entirety would be one scale of the hologram, in which all life on the planet shared this information. All life on Earth, then, would be representative of the same exact energy-field, or range of information. Just to make sure I am clear, this unified energy/information field of Earth would be a scaled down version of the same field that exists as the solar system, which is scaled down from the galaxy, which is scaled down from the universe, which is scaled down from the multiverse/reality-fabric. No matter what scale you look, you will find “different” representations of the same thing. Anyways, back to planetary talk. As I said, all life on the planet would be representative of the same energy-information field. This means all of the different species are simply categories in the Gain mind, but all sharing that same mind. Now we can look at the species level, and here we will of course focus on humanity. Humanity-at-large is a scaled down version of the Gaian mind.  Individual humans are scaled down versions of humanity-at-large. Then each individual human mind itself is holographic in nature, each part containing the information of the whole.

Now, at the risk of sounding redundant, for the purpose of ensuring I am making myself clear, let me start at the small scale of an individual mind and work my way up. Each part of an individual human brain is a holographic reflection of the whole human brain, which is a holographic reflection of all of humanity, which reflects Earth in its entirety, which reflects the solar system, which reflects the galaxy, which reflects the universe, which reflects the multi-verse/reality-fabric. All of these scales, and all differentiation at each scale, are manifestations of the most perfect classification system possible, which classifies and then manifests or plays out every single possible variation of the unlimited possibilities conceivable by consciousness. It is entirely creative in its freedom for expression, and it is entirely logical in its perfect method of classification.

We may categorize two basic types of energies. These are internal energies and external energies. Internal energies are cultivated through non-intention, whereas external energies are cultivated through intention. There is an inverse relationship between these two types of energies; as one increases, the other decreases. Each of these energies correspond to their own timelines, or experience over time. Internal energies correspond to an internal experience of time, and external energies correspond to an external experience of time. As an energy level is increased, its related experience of time slows down, and vice-versa. This idea of higher energies corresponding to a slowing down of time is consistent with Einstein’s theory of relativity. In Einstein’s equations and theories, time is relative, as is everything else. Time, here, is relative to the speed of the object that we are gauging the time of in relation to the speed of light. The nearer the speed of light, or in other words the faster its movement, the slower the passage of time. Higher energies could also be termed higher vibrational frequencies, which demonstrates more directly the consistency of what I am presenting with relativity.

As described earlier, an increase to internal energies brings about a slowing of internal time, which also results in increased magnetism. Slowing down of internal time corresponds to an increase to the amount of signals registered by your conscious mind within the body. As you become aware of, and can feel, more energies within the body, your individual-subjective perception of time slows down. As internal time is slowed through an increasing of internal energies, the corresponding decrease of external energies brings about an increased speed in the passing of external time. This is explained through the principle of magnetism already described. With an increase in internal energies comes increased magnetism, which makes you more attractive to the external reality. External time is measured according to perceived frequency of external possibility. This increase in magnetism leads to an increased frequency of perceived external possibility, which is the cause of the necessary increase in external time associated with lower levels of external energy.

This process is reciprocal and exponential, because as you witness this increased rate of the functioning of the external reality occurring, it becomes easier to cultivate internal energies. Through this process, you will become less and less attracted to any one particular thing. You can look at this energetically as well as psychologically. Energetically speaking, the external will be approaching you in the same way you as an individual might approach the external, as described above. You will, therefore, naturally feel some sense of repulsion to it, as was the case of the previous scenario which was simply reversed; this repulsion may be felt as true repulsion or something nearer to indifference. Psychologically speaking, you may find that much of your former attraction to specific things was actually the result of a sense of lack, and a seeming incapability of getting the things you really wanted. You therefore became overly attached to some specific things, that likely weren’t even close to your true ideal. It is very difficult for us to even conceive of our ideals until we believe that we can have what we want. When we see that this is possible, then we can start thinking seriously about what it is that we actually want. This also contributes to the exponential nature of this process, because as you witness how it works, your energy levels continuously increase along with an increase of your realization of the possibilities.

The Universe itself has conscious-intelligence, or contelligence. This level of contelligence is entirely metaphysical. It is consciousness which requires no physical carrier. To begin to understand this, you must consider and understand the old statement “The biggest is found within the smallest.” This contelligence of the Universe is to be found within the atom, the absolute basis of physical existence. Within the nucleus of the atom, the ‘brain’ of the Universe is to be found. Within the smallest particle of physical existence is the brain of the entire universe! At this level of contelligence, biological life and physiology in general is entirely transcended.

All things, being composed of atoms, form an unimaginably large network of meta-physiological conscious-conversation. This is not done through division. This is done through the total mind of all things exploring every avenue of possible conscious experience through manifesting as singularities. At the very smallest levels of existence, at the atomic level, this consciousness explores all possibilities. As certain energy-patterns increase their levels of attraction, through its manifestation attaining to stronger and deeper levels of internal energy, it becomes more and more magnetic, which causes larger ranges of resonance. This is the journey of the Singularity. A Singularity is “infinitely small and infinitely dense.” ‘Infinitely small’ because you go into deeper and deeper levels of energy, and ‘infinitely dense’ because as you go inwards, your magnetism increases, and you pull more and more into your energy-field through an increased range of attraction.

The synapses that connect the neurons receive nerve-impulses that form energy waves. Waves, it must be remembered, are not like physical particles. Waves cannot be said to have any absolute location within space or time. Millions of different energy waves are being sent out through the synaptic connections in the brain in any moment, and all of these waves create a basic energy-field that creates patterns of interference due to the intermingling of the various wave-forms. These patterns of interference create a basic tone to the energy field that creates harmonious vibrations with all of the various synaptic connections between the neurons. These patterns are stored holographically, in a pattern-based system of consciousness-energies. The functional areas in the brain, related to sense-perceptions, recall the information stored holographically within the brain, encode them according to the mind’s current vibrational-frequency, and then project memories/thoughts/perceptions into the individual’s field of awareness.

The “tone” or interence patterns or harmonious vibrations give meaning to all synaptic connections. It is basically the standard mode of interpretation that all information-signals, themselves being energy-waves, are filtered through and projected according to. Now every single information-signal is contained within the harmonious vibratory-pattern, and this pattern is basically the essential rhythym that is able to unite all of the energies harmoniously. Each individual energy-wave, though, has within it the potential to be its own mode of interpretation, or energy-tone. The basic pattern is the essential assumed viewpoint, and temporal experience occurs by cycling through the various synaptic connections, or wave-forms.

During these connections, there is an encounter between your assumed viewpoint and another viewpoint. This in a way causes either an attraction or repulsion of the waves, but this is in need of further explanation in order to understand it in a relatable psychological way. “Attraction” here implies a deeper understanding of the alternate energy-form/viewpoint that causes an alteration in the energy-tone of your consciousness, modeling it to some degree after that energy-form. “Repulsion” implies disregarding it so as not to allow it to alter the energy-tone. Now the energy-tone of your consciousness always strives for a sense of a total understanding. This disregarding, then, will likely imply leaving your understanding of the wave/viewpoint vague, and assuming that your vague understanding of the signal is consistent with your energy-tone or mode of interpretation. “Attraction” could then come to mean deep and precise understanding that comes about through the “closeness” generated through the attraction, and “repulsion” would imply a vague understanding that comes about as it moves “further away” by the mechanism of “repulsion.”

The probabilities that determine the structures that make up your reality align according to your own mental breakdown of statistical probabilities of what you assume would happen, or innately consider the possibility of. Things can not come into existence that you have not first considered coming into existence. All of the things that you consider happening are transferred to your highest consciousness, which essentially exists as a timeless database of all thoughts. These thoughts then arrange themselves according to the probabilities created by your own mental beliefs about possible reality-sequences, and the likelihood of their occurrence. All thoughts exist somewhere in the range of the possibilities of your highest Mind, and in order to shift through the likelihood of their occurrence you need to adjust your own mental considerations of what you intuitively think is possible.

The origin of all thoughts is somewhere in the past-future timeline, and from the perspective of higher consciousness there is only now. From the highest perspective of consciousness, there is only stored memories in timeless and infinite consciousness being remembered. Each of the occurrences in your reality-sequences can be looked at as games. There are certain roles being played, certain assumptions being had, certain rules implicit in the game. Now, games can intertwine in all sorts of ways, and there can be games within games. However it plays out, these sequences do not play out according to pre-determined rules. They play out according to your own rules, that you subconsciously consider to be probable.